爱。。。

我的心好想哭。

每次我想你，我想哭，你让我好累。給我一個理由忘記你好吗。 
我一定要为我的朋友。。。我不想人为我而不开心。思念。

有些人對愛情看起來很豁達。。。那我只能說她沒有對愛有深刻的感受
當你真正愛過一個人又被傷
那段情要走出來真的需要勇氣跟時間
若是你狠快走出來
也許妳很理智但也可能是。。。你真的不愛他。

失戀了。
你爱我吗。我想不爱了。
我思念你。我不知道我 。。。爱是永远的 吗。。。

層

我們怎麼可以及時扭轉一切回去？ 我們不能。 

我沒有哭泣。 

我的胸口的感覺。。。 緊緊呼吸。

我的心的感覺，很重。。。我爆炸。  

為什麼。 為什麼。 

我知道這些事不可能解釋，但是為什麼

我的心真正地痛苦。

Wild Life

I'm so sad ;_; Utada is going on a hiatus... come back to me!! hehe, more like come back soon!

Her "Wild Life" concert as usual was very chill, calm and relaxing :)

- Wish I was there.

Wait

I hate waiting. Dude, I'm not a pussy just tell me. Yes or no. I believe in you, but I don't know how much longer I can wait for your answer.

You're driving me crazy.

愛死你!

"拼圖需要的是時間和耐心…談戀愛也是!"

Christmas :)

I'm not religious - Christian - (One of my friends was like you're not so Christmas has nothing to do with me - dick) but anyway, I can't wait till Christmas! I'm not a big fan of SUPER coldness, but I'm so excited. Snow is so pretty. I want to build a gigantic snowman! Snow is so sparkly and it just melts in your hand. hehe. I'll probably be spending Christmas with family in some far away country, but I can't wait till the Christmas where I'm going to spend it with a special someone, not that I dislike spending it with family. Love them. I don't even remember how many years its been since I last spent Christmas at home... And then after Christmas, NEW YEAR! 2011! 2010 went by so quickly. I made friends, I lost contact with friends, I got my heart broken, so many things happened this year. I want to 2010 with memories I will cherish of my family and friends! HM LIKE... What shall we do this new year, hmm I remember we went to Nathan Phillips Square last year for countdown, such a battle. I got my feet stepped on so many times argh.

This year... TOO TIRED TO THINK LA! I want to go skiing after exams!
One month from TODAY I'll be done exams woo! Then hopefully skiing with friends yay! and then traveling!
I need to start Christmas shopping! What should I get my family and friends? hmm :)

Sleep.

I want to sleep. The week just started, but I want it to end already.
Sigh... No Megamind tomorrow :(

那一年

The longer time passes, the pain is suppose to go away. Will time pass by faster then? Time is suppose to mend and make me forget. But the faster time passes the less time I have to do my essay. Are all humans so selfish? Humans are so contradictory. I would never have felt this way if I have never loved, this pain is unbearable, why love at all?

I don't want to always go back and be like 那一年 I could have. I don't want all this false possibilities and regrets. Should I take the year off and do what I always wanted? I don't want to regret in the future. I want to go away.

I want to fly. Will you take me with you?

MEGAMIND :)

YAY! Megamind is out TODAY! I wanna watch it... probably won't be able to until Tuesday, university is keeping me WAY too busy, plus WORK :( oh wells, TUESDAY SPECIAL WOO! hehe

Will anyone watch with me?? ... teehee, guess not then ^^;;

Bittersweet

What's this feeling? I thought I let it go, I tried really hard. This bittersweet feeling is killing me. I'm glad things are going up instead of down, but I feel so helpless when all my effort goes down the drain once I encounter it. I don't regret it, but the aftermath is killing me. The feeling grows with every encounter when I want it to go down. What's wrong with me?

I want to fall in love and be loved in return, why is it so hard?

Bye Bye James ;_;

Bye James. You were awesome entertainment during my looooong shift. I'm definitely going to miss you. The news of your last day came way to suddenly. :( dude, give us some notice.


You better visit. I'm expecting it. I'll definitely have something funny to tell you when I see you. :) hehe

Paper Rose.

Why are all the PDF's on "How to make a paper rose" so effing hard! :(

Can someone teach me how to make a paper rose? ... pretty please.